I love u, U love me :p

Happy 21st Bday!!!

2009-02-09T16:54:00.003+08:00

Happy 21st bday to me!!!! thanks to those people who wish me.... thanks a million... tk cr... will update a proper entry soon as my comp is down.... using my bro lappy nw.... alrite.... tk cr everyone....

To BF, thanks alot for everything yesterday.... love u always... counting the days aite...

To My bro and younger sis, Thanks for the prezzie.... love it....

To Mum, Thanks alot for the scarf aka selendang.....

Love,

ina...

Happy Belated Anniversary!!!

2008-12-22T19:00:00.003+08:00

I would like to wish my BF a happy 1 year 9 months Anniversary... May our relationship last long till eternity... come back soon ok?? miss u badly... may u and ur family have a safe journey to and fro....

video...

2008-12-11T14:16:00.003+08:00

isnt it swit??? Hehe... and uncle really has a swit voice...

Kak Ning Wedding Pics...

2008-12-08T15:08:00.013+08:00

My Family with my the Bride and Groom....

My nieces and nephew....

Them again bt with Audi(the barney t-shirt)....

All together....

Preparation... all busy at work....

Me with my nephew and niece...

Me and My sis with the nephew and niece....

The bride and the groom....

Happy Family....

AND last bt nt least,.....

Happy Belated Anniversary...

2008-11-21T21:52:00.003+08:00

Firstly, i would like to wish my BF a happy 20th month Anniversary... May our relationship last long till eternity... we will prove to everyone that we can last long ok dear???? even though, we kiss, hug with each other we still make it this far.... and after a long nice slow chat with BF, i started to love my BF alot... i repeat ALOT!!... he has changed alot after we discuss bout a important event coming up next year... he told me he want to prove everybody wrong.... so GO GO GO!!!... Hope the change in u is forever.... nt for the time being k????

PS: i love u, i heart u...

Super Disappointed!!!

2008-11-18T21:15:00.009+08:00

Wad do u feel when ur own family nvr appreaciate ur help, ur kindness and etc???? it really happening to my family rite nw.... its hurt and its sux!!!! i know my mum is only a anak angkat, its nt from ur own fresh blood bt plz dont treat my mum dis fucking way.... i dont bear to see my mum cry, its hurt to see my mum cry.... ape mak ina da buat kat korang, sampai korang nk buat mak ina ni mcm siak... when u lost ur mum, who are the one who stood by u and give all her advice, money, understandings and etc???? its nt other than my MUM.... i repeat my MUM!!!! My mum really dotes on her cucu sedara. no matter how naughty they are, she will still buy them stuff.. when they pass their exams, she rewarded them wif gifts and admission to wild wild wet. Who was there when you need help? Who played a big role in the past weddings? My mum did all this out of love. Out of a promise she hold on to your late mum. My Mum tak pernah ongkit ongkit apa dier dah buat. wad is wrong with u guys.... u dont respect her and u nvr appreciate wad she did to u guys??? OMG!!!

fuck off uh if she doesnt approved with ida getting engaged nw.... bt she dont have the final decision and she dont have the rite to say anything coz ida is her only anak sedare nt her only child so why must u guys keep dis away from her??? from my family???? WHY???? my mum didn't approve becoz she dont't like him. she's ok with him. dier baik ada budi bahasa. BUUTTTTTTTTT My mum is just being practical. ida masih muda and kahwin bukan perkara senang. PLUS IT COST alot lot lots of money!! Ida pun masih sekolah. TAK PIKIR KEEE WHY???? U guys are too much.... way way too much..... from nw onwards, i dont bother bout ur family anymore and i wont ask my mum to help u guys even a single cent or effort...... u guys are so ridiculous.... too much.....

and why must kak nani said bad things bout my sis break off with her guy???? hey, excuse me... said that to ur sister first before u said that to my sis.... ur adik is worst den my own sister.. Shud said dat to ur sis.. But end up, "break up jugak!" this is crazy...

its make my heart even sad, till i break into tears when i overheard my dad any mum coversation earlier on,

Mum: (let out everything to my dad bout wad she feel)...

Dad: yelah, u are juz a anak angkat....

WTH!!!!

after my bro exam over, we are going to find our own family.... we dont care and we dont bother.... we are happy with our life rite nw w/0 ur guys existence.... i really want to find my OWN chinese family.... i know its hard bt when theres a will, theres a way.....

IM SORRY IF I HURT ANYONE FEELING, I JUZ LETTING OUT FROM MY HEART.... COZ ITS TOO PAINFUL WHEN I SEE MY MUM CRIED AND U GUYS ARE JUZ TOO MUCH....

ina....

Happy 19th bday!!!

2008-11-04T21:08:00.003+08:00

I would like to wish my irritating sister a Happy 19th Birthday... May what u dream of come true...

Halloween sia!!!

2008-11-03T15:16:00.017+08:00

Update! Last month BF and i went to night safari... it was fun... we are lucky coz we went there during the halloween month... so here are the pictures, enjoy!

Me and BF!

Night Safari!

BF!

Me!

Scary??

Scary movie or wad???

Me and the Wicked Witch...

A Lady in Red!

Halloween Bebeh!

Scary!

Oh! Oh!

She look so serious.... really??? and the tired Me...

Last Picture of the day!

Thats all......

Happy Anniversary!!!

2008-10-20T00:21:00.003+08:00

I would like to wish my guy a Happy 19th Month Anniversary.... will celebrate it real soon ok???

PS: will update soon...

Hari Raya Pics!!!

2008-10-15T20:36:00.007+08:00

Here are the Hari Raya Pictures, Enjoy!.... sorry for the late update aite????

Me and My elder brother....

Me and my younger sister....

Me, Elder Brother and my Younger Sister...

My Dad and Mum....

My Family with my only Grandmother (Dad side).....

Thats ALL!....

A short update....

2008-10-10T20:52:00.002+08:00

hey everyone... its been ages since i last update and yet i still dont have any idea what to write actually... these past few weeks is counted as a bad week for me instead... everything will turn out sux.... Haiz.... bt nw everything seem fine bt only left a few things unsettle.... yeah let me list out a few things nw,

First things first, BF....

Mine relationship with him for the past few weeks is always down.... we have been quarrelling, fighting over the fhone and worst thing sms.... he have change alot.... only this wk things have been better btw Me and him after much thoughts we gave to each other, let out our own feelings and etc.... and i have nt been meeting Him for like a few weeks coz of the fight and both busy with work and tmr after 3 weeks of nt seeing each other, we are meeting each other and going night safari... hope everything went smoothly....

Secondly, Work....

i have a conflict with 1 of my IC... and nw bcoz of dat incident, i truly hate her to the core... and im taking a long break to ease down my temperature and at the same time avoid her... i have nt been answering calls from them since yesterday.... who cares.... u try to put urself in my position and u will know hw it feels??? doesnt mean u are a IC, u are so perfect and i should follow ur way... its a no.... thanks hakim, samatha, kamalia for hearing my probs.... and nt to forget farhana, eda and azila too.... i dont know when i will start work again bt wad i know i want to rest nw... im sorry if i got coz anyone of u into trouble...

Thirdly, Family....

dad is sick again... my dad is so sturborn... haiz... i dont know hw to persuade my dad bout stuff that he should or should nt do... i lost of word seriously.... the jalan raya outing with my family is gerek.... i will upload the pictures soon as im so lazy nwadays.... qhaisan is getting cuter each day... each day i will heard a new word from him... he seriously make my day....

To ida couzns,

make the right choice.... love cant be force.... dont make the decision bcoz of some one.... think bout urself, think bout ur future... other thing u want to give in, go ahead bt nt this... this is marriage.... a life partner for the rest of ur life with.... the decision is in ur hand... u have the right to choose wad is rite and wad is wrong... dun make me smack u to wake u up ok??? Hahaha....

Thats all for nw, gd nite and tk cr....

PS: I want the old u plz?????

Happy Anniversary!

2008-09-20T19:25:00.002+08:00

I would like to wish my dear BF a happy 1 year 6 months anniversary... May our relationship last long.... the moment i had with ur family yesterday was a blast... i will treasure the moment i had with ur family especially ur mum.... it will be kept in my heart.... thanks for everything u have done for me all this while... i love u from the bottom of my heart....

PS: U will always be in my heart....

Update!

2008-09-02T22:23:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey! im back... im forced to update by someone... oh well... a busy week indeed for last week... work for 6 days straight... my off day also i work... i sick also i work bt during my sch days, im nt like dis... a little bit sick, i nvr went to sch or even worst take a MC... haha... bt nw i change... serious... ahakz.... and i take a 3 days off that is yesterday, tdy and tmr.... happy sgt... tmr meet BF... buke together with him and watch kallang roar... so here is my schedule for last week,

(25/8/08 - 31/8/08)

Mon - OFF
Tue - 4.15pm to 12.45am
Wed - 4.15pm to 12.45pm
Thu - 11.00am to 7.30pm
Fri - 8.30 am to 5.00pm
Sat - 8.30am to 6.00pm
Sun - 8.30am to 5.00pm

Haha... so tired i tell u... so nw i tell u wad i did for the past 2 days ok??? yesterday had a family gathering at my house... had fun... all the laughters and etc... and obviously qhaisan make my day and he like the new toy car that i bought for him that cost me nearly 40 bucks... and for tdy, wake up at 11pm, den went out with my mum to afgan buy food for buke and some kuih as well and not to forget air kathirah then reach home i read my novel.... the first malay novel that make into tears.... that sad i tell u.... i will lend it to bik lia as she also like to read malay novel like me.... Haha... and tmr out with BF... ape lagi so till here den.... tk cr and gd nite....

PS: Selamat ber puasa everybody!!!

Pics Updated...

2008-09-02T15:32:00.015+08:00

hey hey hey... i will upload the pictures first and later after buke i will upload bout my daily life ok???? so here is the pictures of the Fireworks taken on 23 August 2008... The model for the day are,

Naufal wearing BF cap... bt BF so nice, let naufal use it instead of him...

During the day...

During the nite....

Me and BF....

Me with the mouth glow... all thanks to naufal... gatal mintak end up tk nk pakai.... WTH...

Bik Lia, Naufal and Me...

Fireworks....

The last pic.....

Zoo Pics Update!!!

2008-08-25T20:21:00.037+08:00

Zoo admission tickets....

Thomas Balloon... BF bought for qhaisan this.... he so so happy... he wanted a Thomas toy car dat he can seat on that cost $80.. BF wanted to buy for him bt i rejected it... den, we plan to bring him to Thomas concert that fall on this coming september at Expo.. Me and BF 50-50... so bought this balloon pun jadi la...

Parrot...

Tapir....

Babirusa....

Snake....

Tortoise....

I forgot the name of this animal... i think is a Jaguar if im nt wrong...

Giraffe....

Ostrich...

Cheetah...

Eland...

Polar Bear....

Monkey... orang utan i guess... at zoo gt different types of monkey...

Elephant....

White Tiger...

Elephant.... the 2 biggest elphant...

Hamadryas Baboon...

Baboon pantat is in pink in colour....

Haha.. spot smtg????

I dont know what is the name of this animal...

The people at Rainforest Flights Back Show...

Penguin....

White Rhino...

Hahaha....

BF with Baboon...

My love....

Me with White Rhino...

Us @ the zoo Tram...

BF with Baboon...

Me with Baboon...

Us @ the Animal Show...

Me with Penguins...

Last Pic of the day... Both tired....

PS: I will update the firework pics when my next off day..

A Short Update!!!

2008-08-24T10:02:00.002+08:00

Morning everyone... A short update since i gt the time rite nw... later working at 1.30pm to 12.45am(closing).... it supposed to end at 10 bt yesterday nite around 7+ they asked me can extend to closing... so wad ever la... earn more money since i 3 days nvr work... take off i requested.... wakaka... im so happy, meet BF for 4 days straight including tdy... later go work togther with BF... shiok uh.... Hehe... so this is my work schedule for this week...

(18/08/2008 - 24/08/2008)

Mon, 8.30am to 5pm
Tue, 1.30pm to 10pm
wed, 6.15am to 4.15pm(extend)
Thur, OFF
Fri, OFF
Sat, OFF
Sun, 1.30pm to 12.45am(extend)

Haha.. i really enjoy my 3 days off so much and guess wad, tmr i off again due to my mum lor... she request for it... den after that i will work and work and work... enough of the long off and i will stop talking bout work nw...

During my 3 days off as plan for the last few months, BF and me decided to go to the zoo to celebrate our anniversary.... Haha... so i meet BF on thurs at 9.30am at his house... den from there we take 136 bus at alight at AMK interchange... den we had breakfast at Mc donalds... Around 11, we board 138 bus, a straight bus to the zoo... reached the zoo at 12pm and it started to rain, so we juz continue with our plan despite the rain... bought 2 tickets inlcuding the tram ride and it cost us $43.00.... BF treat.... thanks BF... The ticket Aunty still have the guts to ask me which country im from??? wakaka.... i laugh my ass off... den we started with the tram ride, den we walk around the zoo... watched the Pygmy Hippo and Polar Bear Feeding session and watched the animals shows... the elephants at work and play was superb.... both BF and Me love it... we went out from the zoo at 6.00pm... 6 hours at the zoo is nt enough i tell u... coz the zoo close at 6... i only manage to cover 3/4 of the animals... Haha... den after that treat BF to canadian pizza.... after we had our dinner, we proceed to BF cousin chalet at sentosa... torn at the chalet.. the next morning, fetched Qhaisan and bibik at sengkang and bring Him to my house since everybody miss that Lil boy.... BF bought for Him Thomas balloon... he so happy when i gave it to Him... when i reached at his door step, he run towards me and said "inaaaa".... and i reply back to Him "adikkkkkk, cik ina ada ni".... and he reply, " eh! thomas".... Haha.... so that all for my 2 days off with BF.... A well plan and spent indeed....

Sat as plan with BF, Naufal and Bik Lia... we watched Fireworks at Marina Bay... thanks ayi for the ticket... it was superb... BF first time there.... Haha... kecian.... bik lia reached my house at 1.45pm... meet BF at my bus stop and 3.30pm.... buy food and drinks and we reached there at 5.45pm... despite the rain, it was superb... the fireworks and the performance.... send naufal home and after that i went home... reached home at 11.30pm.... a well spent 3 days OFF i can say... nk lagi boleh???? Haha... and tdy back to work and going to work with BF as alot of my stuff are with Him, and his stuff are with Me.. Naufal toy car that BF bought for Him is at BF bag and tdy i gonna get it from BF as i promised Naufal to take the toy car on monday.... so thats all.... so long and gd bye!!!!!

PS: Zoo and Fireworks pic will upload soon....

ECP Pics Upload!!!

2008-08-22T22:19:00.010+08:00

Hey, i decided to upload the long awaited Ecp pics bt i will only upload some as some adi displayed at sis blog or Cousin Hid blog... so enjoy!!!

Us, 11 August 2008....

1,2,3 Jump.... Cousin Hid idea...

Me, Qhaisan, My sis...

Naufal and Dini...

My sis, Me, Cousin Hid..

Qhaisan....

The 4 kiddos.. Naufal, Qhaisan, Dini, Danish....

Them again... spot qhaisan.....

Done with the ECP Photo... next up, zoo trip with BF.... Will upload soon... nites and tk cr!!!

Happy Anniversary!!

2008-08-20T18:21:00.004+08:00

Happy Anniversary 1 year 5 months HAILMINA!!!!!

Ps: i will update soon, i promise... maybe on friday i guess after im back from my dear chalet....

Update!

2008-08-17T12:50:00.002+08:00

hello everybody, since i gt the time nw why i dont i update rite??? going to mustafa centre with BF later in the afternoon, i force him to go with me... wakaka... coz he hate to go to mustafa especially on sunday.... i badly want to go coz i have no time adi... only tdy i gt a sudden off day... it supposed to be on wednesday... BF off day tdy and tmr... cool ke pe???

ok nw bout work, work is great... the people are great too except for a few... their jokes and stuff... each day i met with a new people... i want to let out smtg here regarding my work, i hate people who didnt come to work at the very last minute... it make the whole situation, condition worst... it affect the whole.... and yesterday its saturday, a busy day and yet u call us at a very last minute.... what the hell... i and iskandar having a fucking HARD time... iskandar ticketing and me rover... and i HATE people who like to slack for few hours and me doing their work for them... thanks eh??? what the hell.... wad ever la...

here is my schedule for this week...

Mon: OFF
Tue: OFF
Wed: 8.30am to 5pm
Thur: 6.15am to 2.45pm(Opening)
Fri: 1.30pm to 10pm
Sat: 1.30pm to 10.30pm
Sun: OFF

Haha... im so happy with my schedule for this week... so relax... i will update bout the ECP family gathering soon if i have the time... next week will be a hectic week for me... mon, tue, wed i work... thurs, fri, sat i take off as i have smtg on with BF.. sun work again... i try my best to upload k.... tk cr.... bye.....

PS: 21,22,23 here i come!!!!

Video Upload!!

2008-08-13T19:07:00.005+08:00

These are all qhaisan video... sorry bout that huh... 1st video, Qhaisan solat... sorry bout the potrait video as im nt yet familiar with my new phone, like duh.... Hahaha... 2nd video, qhaisan play football with my sis at the void deck while her sister, dini is sleeping... oh yeah...

im sorry for the last minute change regarding the break with u.... next time perhaps... at least tadi nampak sekejap pun jadi la eh??? and thanks for deliver my lunch to Me and thanks for laughing at me while i was doing my work... oh wth... k la, till here den... tmr working morning shift at 6.15am.... nites everyone...

Pictures Update!

2008-08-12T20:35:00.013+08:00

Last Monday Lil Qhaisan sleep over at my house... so as usual wake up early in the morning to fetch dini at school with Qhaisan and bibik.... so i bought for dini a toy game and qhaisan a guitar... i was so suprised when he told me this, "nk guitar"... i was like eh... Haha... and at last i bought for him that and he so in love with his new guitar... and i bought for them sunglasses too... each of them... yeah, so let the pictures do the talking ok???

He force my sis to take Picture with Him... Haha...

My brother bought for Him a Sponge bob t-shirt... Haha.. suka uh tu...

Busy playing my PSP...

And tmr i working morning shift that is at 8.30am and i get to break with BF since he start work in the afternoon... after we go break together then we off to work... since i start work, my off day and his nvr fall the same day bt its ok... till here den... tk cr and gd nite!!

PS: dont give up ok dear?? keep on trying... i know u can do it....

Update!

2008-08-11T15:31:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, sorry for the lack of updates... i have been so busy with work... with my hectic schedule of work... so for nw, i will update when im free or when ever i have the time.... yesterday when i went home, adno family except for anong is at my house... Lil Qhaisan merajuk with Me... oh well, its bcoz it been long since i fetch him from his house to my house.. padahal aru jer.. 1 week or+ plus i guess... Haha... he make my day yesterday with his lame jokes depsite the tiredness i went through the whole week of work and work and work...

here are my working schedule for last week...

Tues, 11am to 7.30pm

Wed, 4.15pm to 12.45pm(closing)

Thur, 4.15pm to 12.45pm(closing)

Fri, 2pm to 10pm

Sat, 8.30am to 5pm

Sun, 8.30 am to 1.30pm

so ya... see hw busy i am for the whole of last week... Haiz... despite the tiredness i went through, i met with a bunch of great people or perhaps my colleagues... yeah... they rox i tell u... i met with all type of different people since i work here... ya, juz name it.... Hehe...

Next, i will like to wish these people a great thank q... first, Kamalia for teaching Me hw to use walkie talkie... Haha... a funny part though... u know i know.... next, Firdaus for teaching me closing... next, Hamli, Iskandar, Nasir for making my day with ur lame jokes and some basic tips and nt forgetting the mengumpat session... and some of the names i forgot... and thanks to my IC as well... norlin and dian.... yeah... nice working with u guys.... so i off for 2 days that is Tdy and Tmr... rest day for Me... u see, i mix more with the guys than gals its bcoz the guys are more friendly than the gals... so wad ever... Hehe....

And I Love this Lil Boy Badly....

Happy belated bday zul!

2008-08-03T12:54:00.016+08:00

Firstly i would like to wish my gd fren, zuhairi a happy belated 20th bday... may all ur dreams come true and hope u like the voucher dat we guys gave u...

Event: Zul BBQ Pit

Location: ECP

Time: 4pm onwards

Date: 2th August 2008

so here are the pictures, enjoy!

The bday boy!

The gals... Me and My BF, Lyz...

The guys... izharul, zul, naz....

Lyz, izharul and Me....

Zul, zul fren, lyz and me...

Zul, Lyz, Me, Naz, Izharul...

nice????

Posing at the stairs....

The 5 of us....

Us again...

Hi-5....

The last pic....

The end.... Thanks zul for inviting all of us...

Ps: Get well soon dad...

Emotions Unstable!!!

2008-08-02T21:09:00.003+08:00

Oh hie... my mood these days sux!!! it is bcoz firstly im nt yet recover from my sickness, dat bad i tell u... fever, cough, flu, sore throat and asthama... and i dont know when i can recover... and secondly is bcoz of BF... i totally fucking mad at Him... seriously... no words can desribe hw mad i at him and i am so bloody upset with him coz of yesterday... it explained hw my attitude is nw... seriously bad... dont ever mess with me when im sick... oh... wad ever....

To dat someone special in my life,

Im sorry for everything dat happen yesterday... im truly sorry bt still i disappointed with u... sorry for all the vulgarities dat i said to u... for all the scar dat i left in on ur hand... for all the harsh words i said to u... im sorry... really2 sorry.... why must u said bout ur ex when u know dat i hate to talk bout the past... why??? why cant u think bout any other names beside ur ex??? u know im nt in the mood and yet u create more and more trouble.. u are asking for it... u think im jealous??? u are shock when i reply, oh really??? congrats then.... u call me and said it was a joke and u started laughing.. oh my!! u think it is a joke bt nt to me ok??? for me is nt a joke.... wad ever... u know dat if u wear pink shirt, it will always bad luck... u know and i know and yet u still have the guts to ask me can i wear that shirt??? oh common la... u know the answer already and yet u still have the guts to ask me??? are u dat stupid or wad??? when i ask u where is the shirts dat i bought for u??? and u reply like nothing has happen and u said semua da tk muat... is dat a joke or wad.... haiz.... and the worst part is that he already bought a movie ticket far in advanced... and we are quarrel and fighting like a world war 4... both are in a extremely bad mood... end up he beg me, call me upteen times, msg me upteen times juz to meet him up and watch movie.... after must thinking, i quickly siap and left home at 5+ and the movie start at 6+... 4 to 5 hours of quarrelling... dat sick... the first thing i do when i meet him, i pinch him damn hard using my finger nails till it bleed and have scar... opps sorry... u ask for it... he know dat his is at fault and biar kan... he say sorry to me upteen times and i juz buat bdh... so listen up BF, i give u this 1 fucking last chance to mend ur ways... u know wad i want in u and wad i dont want in u.... so plz.... stop dis fighting, dis quarrelling... Haiz....

anyway, thanks for the movie treats... some money u gave me yesterday and the ez link top up, the chocolates from the candy empire and everything.... thanks once again.... i appreciate if from the bottom of my heart... i will see my condition tmr if nt i will see the doctor again using the money dat u gave me.... once again im sorry for every thing and no matter wad i still love u from the bottom of my hearts....

will upload zul BBQ pit when i have all the pictures from nazly....

PS: Thanks lyz, naz, zul, izharul for making my day...

A special post for some one...

2008-07-30T22:06:00.002+08:00

To dat some one,

i failed to console u, i failed to cheer u up, i failed to give u advice, i failed everything and thanks to U!! i know u are hurt by wad she did to u bt juz moved on with life la... why must u become miserable like this and do stuff dat u are nt supposed to do??? she, in the other hand... happy with her new guy and u, in this kind of state... dont u thInk she is laughing at u??? u are showing her ur weakness... come on la ad, fucked off with her and move on with life... why must u take the hard way instead of the easiest way in juz rite in front of u... why must u go to club and do urself like this where as the next day u are schooling???? u said to me u want to achieve ur dream and go poly??? exam in a month time and yet u are in this kind of state... it wont help u la seriously... everyone care for u.... everyone love u as a fren so plz stop torturing urself like this... su have change u to a better man, why u get back to the old path??? why cant u juz go ahead with the new u??? u make everyone upset... dont u know that??? the late rina, ur bro, nabil??? i have enough of u and i dont know what to say or make up to u... seriously... if u want to be like dis, fine! go ahead... i wash hand of u... juz go and do what ever u want to do... i dont bother about u any more... i hate the word "club".... so if u still want to be my fren, think about what i said nw... if nt u moved on with life, and i move on with life which i already did bt only u... i always by ur side and u know that... u asked me to msg u, i did.... u asked me to help u wake u up, i did... what more u want till i get this shit from u... seriously... i know we are nothing anymore... the past let it be the past... and i do nt have any more feelings for u bt i do care for u as fren.... everyone loves to see u happy nt in this kind of state... i sanggup turn back juz for u and i buih my nephew coz of u... what ever la eh... i dont know wether nw u are playing with me or u really need me... i juz dont bother and i dont care.... i will nt msg u anymore, call u anymore if u want to be in dis type of state... if u treasure our friendship, quit clubbing and move on with life if nt dont ever treat me like ur fren....

love,

ina....

Update!

2008-07-30T20:07:00.002+08:00

My mood this days sux to the max.... ya all bcoz im sick!! hw pathetic it can be... my body so weak... i down with flu, cough, fever, sore throat and of coz asthama... i hate to be in this type of state... after so long tk sakit, end up i get it... it is bcoz i drank bubble tea last week with all my nephews and niece??? or i get the disease from qhaisan since he also sick like hell??? or coz i keep drinking soya bean???? disease, disease go away soon plz... and wad make me upset is my dear BF off for two days and hw can i enjoy his off day when i am in this pathetic stake... i cant control my emotions when im sick... bt BF have been gd to me when im sick... i will be meeting BF to catch a movie on friday even though im still sick... and on sat, zul bday pit... oh my... i plan to bring naufal along.. bt nt yet decided coz if i bring naufal, i cant watch my favourite chinese drama at 9pm and it is the last episod... if i never bring naufal, i can go home early and watch it... Haiz... headache... i plan to bring Him coz he nw nt the naufal we use to know... he gt problem in sch... last friday he cried for like 3 or 4 times in a day... last monday when bibik fetched Him from sch, he so moody and keep quiet all the way till reached home... lepas tu ter Menung... last sat, naufal came to my house and i chat with Him this,

Me: asal naufal tk nk gi sch lagi???
N: coz semua tk nk kwn dgn naufal.
Me: asal dorang tk nk kwn dgn naufal???
N: entah la. cuma 2 org jer nk kwn dgn naufal.
Me: sape???
N: Remon and wafi.
Me: oh... agaknyer naufal ada buat salah tk sebab tu dorang tk nk kwn dgn naufal..
N: No, i didnt do anything wrong... i dont want to go to sch, i want to change sch...

so ya... i think naufal ada buat salah... maybe he shout at his frens... coz naufal easily hot tempered person and manja... i only know why he cried on PE lesson, coz nobody want to give him the ball... so ya... Haha... at home, in my place, everybody give in to him bt nt in sch... so ya... nw my mind is 50-50 nk bawak dia watch movie ke tk??? discuss with BF about this later den...

anyway, im so touced coz of my dad... i tell u why ok??? he go this extra mile juz for the sake of BF... i dont notice it until my mum told me this,

M: ina, kau potong ikan ayam2 tu nyer gmbr and taruk kat fridge??
Me: huh??? bila masa org potong??? mana ade pun gmbr tu...
M: ada... ngok la betul2...
Me: go and check it out...
Me: ah2 la... tapi bukan ina yg potong sape eh???
M: Entah.. mak pun tk tahu...

so while i was watching my chinese drama, dad gave it to me and asked me to pass it to BF and his family... coz BF and his family dont believe that ikan ayam2 do exist... so funny... i was so touched by my parents... they even went to the market to buy that ikan ayam2 bt takde... my mum said takde rezeki... so it began with me and BF actually,

BF: u da makan?
Me: da...
BF: Makan ape?
Me: ikan ayam2..
BF: wad? ikan ayam2? mane ade.. merepek jer... i tk pernah dgr pun atau makan pun...
Me: ada, tk percaya tanye la mak u...
BF: Ok. nanti i alik i tanye my mum and he did ask his mum and his mum also nvr heard of it before...

Hahaha... so funny la... juz bcoz of dis ikan ayam2... thanks dad for everything and my mum too... love u both la...

k la dats all.... nites everyone...

get well soon ina!!!

Ps: i heart u, i love u...

sorry...

2008-07-24T23:48:00.002+08:00

Dear BF,

IM SORRY!!! IM REALLY2 SORRY... DEEP IN MY HEART, I TRULY SORRY!!! U are too much and i cant control myself... despite all u have done for me juz nw, u accompany me to bugis just to buy J.CO Donuts for my mum bt i hurt u and i make u burst into tears... im sorry... its sincere from my heart... i will make sure this things will nt happen again if u dont test my patience like the way u did to me juz nw... i warn u bt u refuse to hear what i said and u juz go ahead with ur nonsense... Haiz... i told u i adi in a bad mood and plz stop ur nonsense and yet u go on and on and on... im really sorry for shouting at u and throw newspaper rite in front of ur face and yet u juz stay calm... im truly sorry my dear... i promise this Things will nt happen again... after the slow talk on the phone, we are getting better... the laughter and all... for tdy incident, for the first time ever, we will put that aside and think positive instead... erm, maybe im nt a gd GF i think.. well, no comment...

PS: At least u kena tk taruk sgt... my ex kena lagi teruk than u... nah, forget it... wad past is past... no matter wad i still love u from the bottom of my heart!!!

Happy Anniversary!

2008-07-20T13:19:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR 4 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY HAILMINA!!!!

PS: U will always on my mind... love u always till death do us apart... Muackz!!!

Happy day, Happy mood!!

2008-07-18T22:06:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey!... Hehe... im so so happy tdy... no words can desribe hw happy i am... after bout 3 months+, 4 interview, i Finally found a job... Thank God! its a good job to start with since i dont have any experience and this job will help Me gain experience... it provide training... and juz nw interview went smoothly despite the last minute changes while i was already on the way.. the interview supposed to be at 9.30am and it postpone to 2pm coz my interviewer is sick... luckily BF is with me... had breakfast with BF at burger king near my work place... its been long since i ate burger king Breakfast... recommend BF the breakfast... den at 10am we board the bus to vivo city... BF wanted to watch a Movie... since we gt like plenty of time, we watched the movie get smart at 11.15 and ended at 1.20... take cab and rushed for the interview.. i thought i was late bt no i didnt.. i come 10 minutes early... while waiting for the movie to start, we challenge Psp game... i make BF addicted to my game and the movie i rate 4/5.... the interviewer name called steve... while he was interviewing me, we kept laughing... coz we have so many things in common... cool isnt it??? and he is in late 20s... so tmr report time at 12pm... gd luck ina... u can do it... anyway, tdy is my day and BF day.... i found a job and tdy BF got promoted but he rejected it and the pay is $2000???? oh man... nvm BF, i know the reason... take ur time ok... next i would like to thank this people for ur understanding and ur encouragement...

First of all, My mum....

thanks for all ur understanding, support, encouragement for all this while i was nt working... despite ayi all day long lecture Me for nt working and saying all those harsh words, u are there to support me... i know u are happy till u burst into tears... no matter wad, u are the best mum in the world.... i love u mum....

Next my BF....

i would like to thank my wonderful, understanding BF for all ur support, encouragement as well.. u keep giving me advice... u cheer me up while im down... u are there when i need a listening ear... every single interview u are there with me to give me ur support... not once when u are nt beside me... even though u are tired working full shift, OT, u still follow me to the interview.... thanks alot... nothing i can repay with what u have done to Me all this while bt i can only give my full heart to u and i will always be there when u need Me... thanks for the ez link card, he such a understanding BF.... when ever i went out with him, he will always lend me his ez link card and he will use his bus stamp... and most of the time is his money nt me... such as food, movie and stuff since he know dat im nt working.... i own u smtg k dear.... i love u from the bottom of my heart and im so proud of u... muackz!!!!

Next my dad...

thanks for giving me some pocket money every month... u are such a understanding dad... i love u dad!!

Next my sis, cousins...

thanks for all ur encouragement and support especially to my sis, yani... thanks alot... do study hard ok???

Ps: ayi, da puas hati kau??? aku da ada keje da skrg?? stop ur remarks... stop lecturing me ok???

Family day....

2008-07-14T22:30:00.028+08:00

Last saturday, 12 of August, my family w/o my bro, qhaisan, dini and their bibik went to the zoo... this year my dad family day its at the zoo.. a upset trip i can say.... coz its been long since i went to the zoo bt when we went there, we only saw a few animals nt all... nvm la... so here are the pictures... enjoy!!!

1st picture taken at the zoo....

He said his favourite word... "smile"....

Babirusa... HAHA...

White Tigers...

Me, Mum, Dad, Qhaisan, Dini and bik Lenny...

Pygmy Hippo... Haha...

False Gavial... aka crocodile...

Pelicans...

African Penguin...

My sis...

Sis and Dini....

Me, Qhaisan and Dini...

Bik Lenny, dini and Qhaisan trying to escape...

Orang Utans... Qhaisan like this the most... Haha.. he keep saying utan...

Qhaisan and Dini.. dini choose the wrong post....

Qhaisan Dig the cow nose... Haha...

He kiss the cow....

Them again...

Qhaisan...

The cute nk mampos Qhaisan... hw cik mimin??? Haha...

Me and Qhaisan...

Sis, Me and Qhaisan...Mum and Dad...

Sis, Me and Bik Lenny....

My Family....

Final pic.... Mum, Me, sis...

The END!!! A long post indeed....

Happy Mood....

2008-07-14T21:46:00.002+08:00

hello... hw have u guys been doing??? Mine is great... a great day indeed for the past few days... Hehe... this week i Met BF 2 times... on tuesday and yesterday... on tuesday Met BF at 1.15pm.. He fetched me under my void deck... took bus no 21 and alight at down town east... watched kongfu panda... Haha.. i know, im the last one to watch dat rite??? no need say anything.... den the movie finish at 5, took bus no 17 and alight at afgan coz BF craving for nasi ayam and Me nasi ayam goreng... we take away the food and eat at my home... while eating we watched KL Drift... dat movie again... den at 8pm send BF under the void deck... exchange hugs and kisses and we separate... den on sunday, its a last minute Meet up coz BF supposed to be working bt he take full advantage of his grand father death... his grand father passed away on saturday and his family left Him home and off to johore... so his father da aMek kan surat Kematian... so ape lagi.. suka uh dia.... he called Me at 11am and i am still sleeping.. he told Me dat he nvr went to work tdy and he ask Me to meet up in the afternoon... den at 1pm, he called Me ask Me to accompany Him at Home coz he was bored... den i say Ok la... den i reached his home at 3+.... we watched vcd called sengtel power... i think so or smtg like dat... while watching the vcd, i make for Him ice milo and some food coz he was so hungry... i ask hIM to cook for Me and instead i cook for Him.. thanks eh... dia nyer kurang ajar, he said dat tk sedap... tapi abis... ape saja jer... den in the afternoon we went to mustafa.. i was so suprised... full of bangla... i have no choice, coz i am the one who want to go mustafa Nt BF... i wanted to buy smtg... kecian BF... had a great Time with BF in mustafa... we laugh our ass off... BF survey TV coz his TV spoiled.. while we survey the TV, we went to refrigerator area, washing Machine area and start to berangan... if we are married and have our own home, we want to buy dat refrigerator la and etc... Haha... so funny... only Me and Him know wad has happen... and Those things arent cheap... a 4 figure no... oh man... so ex... ask BF to start saving up adi, nt only ME but his mum too asking Him so start saving up... den after all the walk at mustafa, we had our dinner at the nearby coffee shop... we berangan order so many food and end up tk habis... Haha... total $20 and only 2 person eat might as well we eat at sakura instead... ishk.... dat all regarding BF post... well, a great day spent with BF... Its been long since we have dat laughter... i want dat again.... im so looking forward to our next month anniversary as BF and Me has planned a wonderful outing for our anniversary.... and nw i still miss BF... gosh... nvm... no matter wad u will always be in my heart... *winks*...

Next,

Juz reached Home from anong House... received a call from anong at 11.30am asking Me to go to her house to play and take care of qhaisan.. he is having a high fever and he keep crying aka merengek jer... so reach anong house at 1.30 pm den bring qhaisan, dini and bibik to compass point at 3pm... buy for dini and qhaisan KFC while Me mc donalds... den head home... at 8pm, i went out from anong house... abg dnnor, qhaisan and dini sent me off at bus stop... pity qhaisan... he want to follow Me home... he cried and shout my name... when i kissed Him, he started to cry and said "ina, nk ikot?? den he cry... i juz walk off and board the bus... he shout ina, inaaa... nk ikot??" my heart so berat nk tinggal kan dia and lagipun dia ngah sakit... Haiz... inside the bus, i still heard his cry... get well soon little boy... and Tmr maybe going to arab street with mum and sis.... and out of sudden yesterday, i dream of her and her gal... oh man... supposed to Be BF nt her.... a bad dream indeed... forget it... wanna wish u a happy 19th bday in advanced... may ur relationship with her last long... oh ya, before i forget, my ex, fir contact Me back... out of sudden... he attached and im attached... so not suprised.... i also dont know his motive who cares anyway huh?? k la till here den... nites every body.....

PS: Stay with me forever can???? miss u every sec... heart u from the bottom of my heart... muackz!!!!

Update!

2008-07-09T23:34:00.007+08:00

well, hello... Haha... decided to blog tdy... out of sudden i guess bt who cares anyway... first of all, i would like to say sorry to Farhana coz nvr attend to her engagement on last sunday... im so sorry k dear... i make up an other day ok??? perhaps or ur wedding or outing with the rest kkk... next, i would like to say sorry to my BF lyz for the last minute changes dat i cant Meet up with her and go to farhana engagement... sorry eh sis... u know the reason kan??? nt angry with me rite??? Haha... sorry yer bt at least we meet and chat a while under ur void deck.. kira ok la tu eh??? next, i will tell u wad i did for the past 1 week or 1 week+ ok????

Yesterday, 8/7/2008...

Met BF yesterday... BF off day... pity Him coz he is sick... really damn weak bt he Meet me instead of resting at Home... Meet up at 2.15pm.. he fetched Me under the void deck and we proceed to downtown east to watch kongfu panda... at last i finally watched it... i know i ketinggalan zaman like wad my adik said... who cares huh??? BF so busy with his werk so no time... den we go to emi cakes shop, ask BF to buy some cakes for his mum since his mum like the cake dat i bought for her the other time... den we take no 17 and head to afgan... BF wants to eat nasi ayam and Me nasi ayam goreng... we shared2 the food while watching KL Drift at my Home... the ending Merepek uh... like ter gantung... Haiz.. nvm... den send BF under the void deck and exchange hungs and kisses and BF went off...

Saturday, 5/7/2008...

Slp aning house... its a last minute plan coz my mum, aning ask Me to follow her, uncle transformers, naufal and bik lia to tangkak tmr to visit mbah tumi... so i quickly packed my stuff and head to aning house... reached aning house and put all my stuff and Meet lyz under her void deck to pass up farhana present for her engagement as i cant turn up due to some family reason... so den head home and watched KL Drift again with danish, naufal and bik lia.. den after that send danish back to umah Mama.. reached home eat, play computer games with naufal for a while and off to slp... wake up early at 8am, i am the last to wake up.. Haha.. coz i slp late at 2+... den siap and wait for uncle to fetched us... it was super gerek i tell u... lagi2 go with uncle and aning... so funny... i keep laughing... and kita asyik sesat jer... thanks to aning la eh... and it was my first time talking with uncle and laughing.... coz dulu2 we juz smile and each other, after the tangkak trip, kita da start bual with each other... so back to the story, went out from aning house at 9am... reached the tangkak house at 2+pm... before that stop at soMe where to eat, i forgot wad is the name of that shop... mbah tumi each day makin kurus seh... she keep crying and her body so damn hot... she is sick, having a high fever and refused to go to clinic or to hospital... den at 6+ we went off and reached home at 2.30 am in the morning... we go makan first at danga bay or smtg like dat and wdls check point is jam... we stucked there for nearly 2 hours+ i guess... the Q is so long... sorry, no picture taken during the trip as nothing interesting to take... reached home bathed and everyone slp... wake up at 11+, thanks to naufal if nt i still sleeping... he wake me up coz he want me to play computer games with Him... play with Him the computer games, eat and do my stuff reached my own home at 5pm... spent time with my mum and family... missed my bed, missed my mum, missed BF, missed everybody... padahal aru 2 days tk jumpa dorang... Haha.. the end...

sorry sis... i put up ur photo on my blog.. Haha... lyz and farhana... Farhana seems to gain weight.. her face so chubby... Hehe... Bt u still looking Gd... once again im sorry....

Qhaisan video!!!!

2008-07-03T16:45:00.002+08:00

he said "smileeeeeeeeeeee".... so cute...

Update!!!

2008-07-02T22:26:00.004+08:00

Herlow herlow herlow... Hahaha... a total of 4 entry i updated tdy including This... happy tk mimin???? all u want i have already upload.. Hmmph... so left bout half an hour more to BF finish work so i make a quick update bout wad happened a few days ago or weeks perhaps huh????

Yesterday..

Sent qhaisan home to sengkang... he slp my house since sunday... during the slp over i guess he behave well.. during the slp and etc... coz i also get a gd slp... dia tk buat ragam or cry during the nite... he slp all the way and wake up late too... bt the only Thing is he like to take up my space during his slp... nvm la... so back to the story... sent Him at 5.30pm... inside the taxi he fall asleep... whole day lom tdo ape tk nyer... reach His house at 6 like dat... den play with dini the barbie doll dat my mum bought for her... at 7.30pm went to compass point with anong, bik, qhaisan and dini... reach dini house at 8.45pm and watched anugerah band... at 10pm my dad fetched Me and Home sweet Home.. at nite chat with naz and lyz regarding farhana engagement on this sunday.... at 11pm tok to BF and after dat went to slp....

Monday... 30/6/08

Wake up at 10am... prepared my things coz i going out with BF and qhaisan to vivo city while qhaisan is sleeping... den wake up BF... at 10.30am qhaisan wake up and i bath him and etc.. den i go and do my stuff and etc... at 12pm BF adi reached my house... the best part was when qhaisan saw BF terus dia mcm jadi budak baik gitu... duduk jer diam2... oh bila tadi, pukul cik ina la.. tumbuk uh coz he angry with Me pasal tk nk teman dia main kat luar... i want to siap or go anywhere dia tk kasi... he will shout and then cry... Haha... so back to the story... went out at 12.15pm, take train and reached vivo at 1pm... i so fed up with BF, Qhaisan ngah duduk kat pram diam2, dia angkat dia keluar... and when we want to put him back to his pram... he dun want and will cry.... when we put his down and let him walk... he will run as fast as he can.. Haha.. serve u rite BF... and mostly he dun want BF... he want me to carry Him and etc... im so tired i tell u... den went to toy r us... i was so shocked when qhaisan told Me "ina, thomas... ina, mon aka pokemon... ina, man aka spider man... ina en 10 aka ben 10 and etc"... he know alot of Things... oh gosh... he so jakun mcm tk pernah gi gitu padahal2.... BF bought for Him a hot wheels including the track and naufal a transformers robot... thanks BF... after that head home with taxi... expensive sia.. $21 coz it was peak hour and qhaisan fall asleep again while waiting for cab and it was long Q... reached home at 6+ den at night celebrate qhaisan and dini bday... dats all... and BF said to Me dis yesterday, U, lain kali keluar jgn awak qhaisan la... dia nakal seh skrg... lari jer, masuk dlm almari la... da penat mintak tudung tk nk duduk pram... Hahaha....

PS: Thanks BF for everything... the vivo trip, the gift and etc... i love u from the bottom of my heart ok????

The bday Pics!!!

2008-07-02T21:21:00.017+08:00

First of all, i would like to wish Qhaisan the cute nk mampos and Dini the Mentel a HAPPY BDAY!!!

Qhaisan... 2 years old...

Dini... 6 years old...

THE BDAY PICS!!!

Dini and Qhaisan Bday cake bought by their father....

Qhaisan and Dini blowing the candle..

Qhaisan with the cake... he so excited juz look at Him...

Qhaisan blowing the cake...

Dini and Qhaisan...

Them again....

Their Family with Naufal...

us...

From cik ina...

Danish the singer, Dini and Naufal the dancer...

2008-07-02T21:16:00.004+08:00

Another video... still gt 2 more video.. Haha... bt later2 la k cik mimin...

Naufal the breakdance....

2008-07-02T21:10:00.002+08:00

Another video...

video...

2008-06-22T19:25:00.002+08:00

last video...

Qhaisan Merajuk with Me coz i scold Him... Haha... spot his "jeling"...

video...

2008-06-22T19:17:00.002+08:00

Another video...

Naufal, Dini, Danish... dini the singer, naufal and danish the dancer... sorry hor the lyrics change a bit... see hw active naufal is and danish muka stop it la sia... Haha...

video...

2008-06-22T19:09:00.002+08:00

so fuck up while trying to upload the video.. error la and etc.. so decided to upload it one by one...

A message to cik mimin from danish and naufal...

Anniversary, Belated Fathers Day, Random...

2008-06-20T19:08:00.011+08:00

Hahaha... im back... i decided to blog tdy dont know why... maybe bcoz tdy i have the mood to blog... so how is everybody??? im doing great... :) so let me tell u wad i have been doing for the past few days....

First of all i would like to wish my guy a Happy 15th Month Anniversary may our relationship last forever aite.... cant wait to meet u tmr...

20/3/07

Next, i would like to wish my dad a Happy Belated Fathers Day... u are still the best even though sometime u are very irritating to tell mum about our secret yet i still love u...

A cookies and cream cake from swensen...

My dad...

My Mum and My dad...

So next, i will tell u wad i did for the past few weeks...

9 June 2008,

My Family went to Malacca to visit Mbah tumi but sad enough they nvr visit Wak Apit.. i guess they have no time as tmr everybody is working... Aning working at 5.30.. My dad 8am.. Anong full shift and nw wak Apit is gone... they felt regret for nt seeing Wak Apit for the very last time as both Wak Apit and Mbah tumi is sick... so left Me and my younger sis only at Home... my brother follow them to Malacca... In the afternoon i went out with sis and to my surprise Dbs called me to come for the 2nd interview with them on wednesday... i was so happy.... and nw i will upload some pictures from Malacca...

Danish and Hazman... From my opinion, Danish gt the looks and i guess when he grow up he will be a Mat rep... Hahaha...

The kids... Danish, Hazman, Syahmi, Naufal and Dini...

Them again...

11 June 2008,

Went out at 8am to Meet BF for Breakfast at bishan at 9am and thanks eh lmbt... den went for the interview at 11am... everything went smoothly and i pray hard that i will get it... if i get it, i will straight away start work as i already done with my 2nd interview... all the best to me... den on friday i sleep over Aning house.... saturday i went home bt the 2 boys, danish and naufal follow me Home and we play soccer till evening...

15 June 2008,

Went to Anong House to take dini, Qhaisan, bibik over to my house... they slp at my house till tuesday... play with him, he such a cute, adorable boy... always smile and nw since he know hw to talk, he will talk non stop to everybody... Haha... we video cam and take pictures together later i will upload the video... and Qhaisan scared of Kongfu Panda... Haha... he said to every body "Akot"... Haha... cute siak... he ask Me to carry Him whenever i want to go... at nite, Thanks eh he Mengigau... aku yg sensara.... at nite, he went to my brother room.. my brother is playing with his laptop and My brother DP is kongfu panda... Haha.. he complain to everybody bout my bro DP in his laptop.. Haha.... cute nk mampos...

16 June 2008,

Danish, Naufal and bibik join the fun.. they sleep over at my house too... My house is so noisy with kids and so kecoh.. at nite, watched congkak... kecian bibik lenny asyik ter kejut jer... Hahaha.... the next morning i like a Tarzan shouting at them... they are so noisy and they bully qhaisan... when i wake up, qhaisan complain to me... den i took a bath and bring qhaisan for his hair cut... this time he nvr cry at all... fuhhh... and i only bring naufal since he is the only gd boi... dini and danish stay at home with bik lia... when i was away, dat MAT REP boi called his mum and complain everything... so??? he think i scared... when i reached home bik lia told me and i scold Him again... serve him rite... den we took alot of videos later i will update it... i gt 8 nephew and nieces in total.. 6 boys and 2 gals... In random order, i like the most to the least...

1) Qhaisan the Cute nk mampos...

2) Naufal the clown...

3) Syahmi the Handsome...

4) Hazman the Mischievious...

5) Aniq the Quiet...

6) Afrina the Food Lover...

7) Dini the Mentel..

8) Danish the Irritating...

Hahaha.. dats all.. a very long post indeed... will upload all the video later...

PS: Hope u pass ur RTT tmr... all the best for tmr and cant wait to Meet u since its been long time we spent time together as both is busy and u juz came back from holiday...

Away!

2008-06-13T01:42:00.001+08:00

Hellooo... will be back soon... tk cr...

Love,
Ina

hey! Im back....

2008-05-18T17:36:00.013+08:00

hello everyone!!! Hahaha!!! Im back.. its been long since i last update... im so so lazy to update la... so nw it will be a very long post... so bear with it Ok???? ahakz...

17 May 2008, Saturday

Meet BF early in the morning... we supposed to meet up at 10am bt i was late like 10 to 15 minutes... Haha... sorry BF and thanks for waking me up... coz i slp quite late the nite before as bibik lia and naufal slp over at my house... we watched Meraung cd till 1am... den chat with my mum coz she juz came back from work and slp at 3am.. dats why.... ok ok back to my story, so after i Met BF and tamp interchange off we go to Mc Donalds to have our breakfast as i am craving for one... Hehe... wow, the place so crowded luckily we managed to get our seat... so BF do the order, i eat big breakfast while BF eat Sausage Mcgriddle with egg... after that off we go to istambul, thought of buying for qhaisan a Hi-5 shirt bt it was out of stock... next time Ok qhaisan... and bought food for my mum and off to my crib... relax for a while, he chit chat nonsense with my mum and off we go to downtown east to catch movie, congkak... wow, the movie was super cool uh.. i like... was scary and the sound effect oh my god... pity BF... Haha... Penakut, beh ada hati ajak org TengoK... ape saje jer... my BF is a type of person who lekas ter kejut so yeah... so BF nk tengok cerita hantu lagi tk??? ke da serik??? klu nk, next movie PROM NITE k???? Haha... so while waiting for the movie to start, we play arcade.... BF teach me hw to play time crisis, and alot more... Hehe... after movie we head down to BF crib... coz BF wanted to change his shirt... he accidentally dirty his shirt... den took bus to Marina square coz i wanted to buy the animal bag bt too bad the design is nt so nice... i admire my sis animal bag dats why i wanted to buy also... am i copycat??? Haha.. no rite??? so we walk around the shopping mall and BF decided to bring me to another animal shop at novena....Novena???? Oh man... Memories... nvm... Forget it... still, it still the same... the design nt nice... BF like the nike handbag, i also like bt it cost a bomb.. and too far from my budget... BF decided to pay for it bt i dont let as all the cinema, the food is using his money nt mine as he know im nt working nor schooling at the moment... thanks BF for ur understanding... after tired of walking, we bought donut from donut factory and off we go KFC and eat... he ate chicken while i eat burger... den we lepak2 jap eat donut and we went home... dats all... a day with BF was superb organise and plan from 10 am to 10pm... hw bout dat????

so this post is for BF,

i nk ucap kan many2 kat u kerana u sudi teman i cari bag, hilang kan my kempunan gi mc donald pagi2, li donut walaupun the nite before u are working and i tahu u penat... thanks eh BF... and lain kali kalau ngOk wayang cerita seram jgn asyik ter kejut jer Ok... i really have a gd time with u yesterday... kenangan smlm akan i kenang kan sampai bila2.... muackz!!!! love u from the bottom of my heart... peace... sorry if i have hurt u in anyway....

14 May 2008, wednesday...

Watched another movie with my siblings at down town east... we watched ayat ayat cinta... nice and religious movie i can say... finish movie at 4.45pm start at 2.40 pm... den off i go to Kak ning crib.... fetch naufal from sch and off we go to WS... head to library to return and borrow naufal books den went mc donalds and cavana since naufal wants a kids meal and hot dog cheese... den off we go to my crib... they slp over at my house... watch duyung with bibik and naufal... a funny and nice movie i can say... so dats all for dat day....

11 May 2008, sunday

i would like to wish my mum a happy mothers day... u are the still the best la even though sometimes ur nagging is too much ... i hope u like the cake that we siblings bought for u.... and i know la aku ketinggalan zaman, skrg aru nk wish.. Haha... i adi wish my mum in person so Ok pe... so let the pictures do the talking....

Mum with the cake....

Swensen special... its nice i tell u...

and dats all for now and i miss this little cute, naughty boy badly.....

1st Pic...

2nd Pic...

3rd Pic... and,

the last Pic! da menang dpt air batu and he actually wear that cap all by Himself... Hehe...

Ps: 2 more days....

Bday, Random Post...

2008-05-04T13:11:00.031+08:00

First of all i would like to wish a gd fren of mine a happy belated 21st bday... may wad u dream of come true aite and may u and amar last forever even though u guys are very far apart and seldom meet asal kan korang ada trust kat each other sudah k... Hehe... and thanks for everything u have done for me... the teaching, our joke and etc... u know i know k... one day, jom keluar??? jgn asyik fikir pasal sch jer... boring uh... Hahaha...

Me and Fizah (Bday Gal)....

Last friday Lil Qhaisan, diny, Bibik Lenny sleep over at my house... my house nw in a mess and so noisy with qhaisan screaming and crying... with diny naughty behaviour... aiyah... ok so nw i have enough with my talkings, i will let this Lil Qhaisan to do the talking Ok???

Huh cik ina? u let me do the talking? Ok... bagus... let start... im so happy get to sleep over at cik ina place coz i get to bully everybody especially cik yani... i like to bully her alot with my action until she cannot tahan and bully me even more and i will shout inaaaa.... so that cik ina will protect me and scold cik Yani instead... haha... clever me... i have learn a lot of things at cik ina house... im so independent bt nt at my house, only at cik ina house:

No 1: i learn to write...

No 2: i learn to eat and drink by myself...

No 3: i learn how to take care a swit little baby.. i guess its time for my abah and umi to ehem2...

Posing with my Lil syira and kakak sebok.... see hw i carry dat gal???

Posing again with Lil syira.. this time without kakak.. see how i squat with that gal???

i pity kakak... every time cik yani take my picture, kakak will try her very best to squeeze her body too.. kakak is holding Lil syira food and see wad a mess in cik ina house... Haha...

and nw i present u the face of Lil syira... isnt she beautiful???? say pleaseeee.... what a beautiful eyes u gt there?

Dancing with her...

No 4: i learn hw to play ps2.. u see?? i controlling the barney where ever he goes....

im not satisfied enough seeing his face, so i come nearer instead....

No 5: since barney is my favourite character, i would like to become like barney too... u see??? i also force bibik lia to become like barney too bt since barney is my favourite character why dont u become BJ k bibik lia???

Trying to figure hw to wear the barney mask...

Ah... is is like dis????

and finally... hw do i look like???

Bibik lia with barney mask...

No 6: i learn hw to open the locked gate using a key...

alamak... i cant reach the key hole...

hmmm... thinking???

ah.... Finally....

In the afternoon cik ina and cik yani bring me to the park.... i saw a huge elephant and a fierce crocodile... i actually scared of it... u see my body size and compare to them bt i act cool in front of everybody...

The elephant...

The crocodile....

No 7: i learn hw to make sand castle...

No 8: i learn hw to exercise... we must keep fit and healthy....

with kakak....

No 9: i learn hw to use the slide....

First, we need to climb the slide....

when im ready, here i go, i slide down.... anddddd

oppppssssss........

wwwwweeeeeeeeeeee........

And lastly picture of cik ina and cik yani

Love Qhaisan,

Happy bday Hailmi Junior....

2008-04-29T00:21:00.014+08:00

This post is especially for u naufal... Hehe... i would like to wish u a Happy 7th birthday... May u jadi anak yg soleh, rajin belajar jgn malas2, jgn naughty2 selalu and plz dont always shout at bibik or who ever k.... its so irritating tau tk??? i hope u like the gift that cik ina and abg hailmi had bought for u earlier on Ok....

Naufal with his favourite ben 10 cup cakes...

we had celebrate naufal bday in advanced that is on last saturday... unfortunately, only a few can turn up as usual my family bt dad turn up a bit late as dad is working, kak nong family bt adno come a bit late also as he is working and ida also late.... too bad kak nani family cant turn up coz 2 of her children gt HFMD dat is hazman and Aniq... get well soon boys.... pity aniq coz it supposed to be aniq and naufal bday celebration bt end up only naufal celebrate it alone... so here is the pictures of naufal bday celebration....

Naufal with his elder brother (Danish)...

The food.....

Naufal Bday Cake...

The birthday Boy...

My sis, Naufal and Me....

Mum, sis, naufal and Me...

The gals with the bday boy...

Bibik Lia and Naufal....

Uncle Transformer (Their dad to be), Danish, Naufal and kak ning....

Naufal Bday present...

and Lastly a picture of Lil qhaisan.. he was asleep while the photo taking in process... he was sitting on a camel bt for him, its nt a camel bt a cow... he keep saying bahbusss means bagus... when my sis told him dat is a camel nt a cow... he scold my sis instead... haha.. cute rite????

Dats all... Nites everyone...

Happy bday Abg Dnnor....

2008-04-24T22:22:00.005+08:00

hello... i would like to wish abg dnnor a happy bday... semoga apa yg abg dnnor impi2 kan akan ter capai dan byk byk la ber sabar dlm apa2 sekalipun ok??? thanks all... nites everyone....

A promise....

2008-04-22T22:38:00.003+08:00

hello everybody.. Haha... im forced to blog coz of BF... im so so lazy to blog as im nt feeling well... my body so weak... went to poly juz nw with BF... thanks BF for the accompany... ahakz... so here it is, org da blog??? puas hati??? Haha... so on saturday, 19 April 2008, meet BF to celebrate his advanced 24th bday... went out early in the morning at 10am... Meeting point at sengkang as BF craving for caramel chocolate ice blend bubble tea... after we bought it, off we go to Marina square for lunch... we ate at the food court upstairs.... its my treat... we order alot of food and sorry no pictures taken for that... after that we went to yishun to take BF brownie bars... i order especially for BF... bt BF has no idea bout that... and guess wad??? kita sesat la sia... ahakz... sorry eh kak diella for letting u wait and the brownie bars so sedap la... next time adik tk akan sesat lagi k???? Hehehe... and i will order for u again in future... insyaallah.... k after that we hire a taxi from yishun go to Hougang... BF crib to sent the brownie bars... and have a long conversation with BF mum... hehehe.... and damn u BF for laughing at me... den after about 1 hour+ at BF crib off he send me home... lepak kejap at my house and off he went home as his family, cousin, aunt, uncle wanna celebrate his bday... and guess wad, i gt to know this from BF mum,

His mum: adik sedare ina tu da baik?
Me: da.. dia jangkit dari kakak dia...
His mum: oh.. kakak dia sekolah mane?
Me: kat tampines mart.. Al Amin kindergarden..
His mum: eh? makcik hailmi keje kat sane tau.. teacher.. teacher maiya..
Me: eh??? and i laugh...

dini teacher this year is teacher maiya la sia and that teacher is BF aunt.... ahakz... wad a small world.. i wonder what dini doing in sch... dini, make sure u behave well ok in sch? dun make me lose face ok? and everyone from BF family is asking bout me when they celebrate BF bday... alamak... danger seh... and dis gal (BF anak sedare is so cute), she cried when the brownie bars dat i bought for BF finished, she said dat she juz eat a little and she ask BF to call me and ask me to bought for her during her bday... Haha... nanti intan nyer bday, kak ina beli kan intan k??? so rite now waiting for BF to finish work... pictures of wad i make and bought for BF is below,

A light blue Polo T shirt... and i love the colour... sweet... Hehe...

A famous Amos cookies.. cute rite the little botak head boi???

A guyLian chocolates...

A bday card i make for him... thanks yani for helping me with this....

And lastly the brownie bars.... so delicious... thanks kak diella.....

Our 1 year anniversary... From me to him... Thanks kak hanna....

Last year bday gift... a billabong cap... from me to him...

k la... dats all... bye...

Happy 52nd bday dad!!!

2008-04-21T23:20:00.004+08:00

hey hey hey... i would like to wish my dad a happy 52nd bday... kita akan sentiasa doa kan bapak nyer kesihatan dan jugak murah rezeki.... kita harap2 bapak bahagi di samping org yg ter cinta sapa lagi kalau bukan kita org kan kan kan???? get well soon dad and jgn lupa makan ubat... u are the best father in the world la!!! k la... i gtg... wanna tok to BF... will update some other time as im nt feeling well.... tk cr everyone and gd nite...

happy 24th bday BF!

2008-04-20T13:23:00.004+08:00

First of all i would like to wish BF a happy 24th bday.. may all ur dreams come true aite... and plzzz dont easily give up in everything u do and u know dat i will always be by ur side no matter wad and i really mean wad i said ok???? u getting older BF... wakakaka!!!! 24 ke pe boi???? Hahaha....

AND

HAPPY 1 YEAR 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY... May our relationship last forever... i will always love u BF... U will always be in my heart and no one will ever replace u even though u have ur own weakness and strength.... till death do us part ok BF???? Love u from the bottom of my heart... Muackzzzz!!!

The first picture we take together.. taken on 20/04/07 that is 1 year ago....

i will update bout my outing with BF during his bday some other day ok????

happy bday aning!

2008-04-16T20:57:00.003+08:00

dis post is especially for u carzen, i would like to wish kak ning a happy bday... may wad u dream of come true... stay pretty and happy always ok??? kak ning is in black shirt.... mum of naufal and danish... and naufal muka stop it la sia... Haha... so i wake up at 10 and i talk smtg to naufal, a funny conversation with him, here it goes..

me: adik da buat bday card untuk ibu belom???
naufal: da... nk tengok???
me: boleh la.. mane??
naufal: ( show it to me)...
me: huh??? ape ni adik... tk lawa nyer... asal boleh jer...
naufal: hahaha...
me: takpe la adik... tk ya buat card.. da tk sempat kalau adik nk buat card baru... u go and buy something for ibu uh at book shop...
naufal: huh??? ok uh.... ( excited when he heard book shop coz he like to go there) bt i have no money... ibu tk kasi... so he go to his bibik...
naufal: bibik, ade 1 dollar tk??? yg duit colour yellow tu...
bibik: takde la... bibik mane awak duit...
naufal: (go to me) cik ina takde duit nie mcm mana nk beli kan ibu present... and my mum heard bout it and she give naufal a total of $3.50 for tdy..
me: tu da ade duit... adik nk li ape untuk ibu????
naufal: (thinking)... lama pulak tu... 10 minutes later he came to me again...
naufal: cik ina i know wad to buy for ibu..
me: wad???
naufal: a comb hair... sikat rambut...
me: hahaha... asal beli kan ibu tu??? takde benda lain ke???
naufal: takde la.. my book shop only sell sikat rambut..
me: sembarang la naufal..

hahaha... so funny la this little boy.... k la, i want to bath and etc... going to fetch bf from work later.... so tk cr everyone...

PS: someone bday coming... 4 more days to go....

random...

2008-04-16T20:03:00.010+08:00

hey hey hey, let me tell u wad i did for the past 3 days ok???

14 April 2008

wake up quite early in the morning to help mum with the cooking as kak ning is getting married soon???? isnt dat cool... so so excited... so tdy the guy side nk dtg tu merisik and smtg like dat la... so around afternoon at 6 like dat, qhaisan came to my house... haha.. miss him.. he so so skinny and guess wad??? he already know how to say my name and thanks to my sis for teaching him hw to say name... my sis first started with abah, umi, kakak, bibik, nyayi, den ina bt the funniest part is this, when my sis ask him to say my sis name yanie, he said no no... dat means he dun wan... haha.. padan muka kau yani... ahakz... after mahgrib, bf went to johor with his family...reach home around 1.. bt at 10.30 i msg him and im so surprised with wad bf told me bout his mum... so here it goes...

me: u alik pukul berape???

bf: erm, around 1 gitu uh.. lepas makan den kita balik... i takde mood uh...

me: takde mood??? asal???

bf: my mum bising kat me..

me: asal lak dia bising kat u???

bf: my mum suruh i simpan duit uh...

me: simpan duit??? buat ape???

bf: dia ckp suruh i simpan duit dari skrg... takot ur side tanye bila nk masuk meminang u nanti susah i takde duit simpanan...

me: hahaha... merepek seh ur mum... fikir jauh nyer... la... lmbt lagi la..

bf: memang la lmbt... tapi kita kena start simpan dari skrg... my mum nk kita org kekal...

so ya... when i heard bout it... i juz laugh my ass off... and anyway bf, thanks for the rokok and the psp game.. love u...

15 April 2008

wake up early again at 9.30... went to geylang with mum and sis.... bought my facial products at shadira and etc and i bought a vcd called cuci... reached home me and my sis quickly watched it... nice and funny show i can say.... while watching bf junior called me... here it goes...

naufal: cik ina, i want to go library can?

me: alah adik.. raining la.. next time ok????

naufal: can use umbrella wad???

me: alah adik nie.. leceh uh.. k la cik ina siap skrg k. bye.

naufal: bye...

we went to White sand library... and i bought for naufal a small truck and bf a light blue polo T for his bday... i hope u like it bf.... and after that we went home and dat small boy follow me home...

Happy Mood...

2008-04-13T23:14:00.006+08:00

hey... ahakz.. its been 2 days since i last blog... i have been so so busy with things going on at the moment... with bf and family obviously... Hehehe... so here it goes,

12 April 2008

wake up early in the morning to visit little qhaisan at hospital with my mum... im so happy to see dat he is recovering... starting to be like his normal self again... glad to see that little Q... reach home at 3.30... sleep at 4 and i was awake by my mum at 5.30... haiz... she need my help... she said dat bibik lia is so sick and my mum want me to bring her to a doctor... its hard to find a doctor since most of the doctor close at 12.30 since its saturday... bt at last we went to the doctor at pasir ris with 2 mischievous boy dat is naufal and danish... they are so irritating lor... cannot seat still and they are so damn noisy... if i am one of the person at the clinic, i surely pissed off... these 2 boys are making a fool of themselves... they play all kind of games and 1 of the game is this they use their hand and knocked at each other head and after that they laugh... i also laugh when i see them play nt even me, some of the people at the clinic laugh too.. dats nt all, they follow wad the person at the reception counter do... for example, if that person called winnie, these 2 boys will also called winnie and they will not stop calling the name until the person come out... haha.. mepek uh korang... bt hw naughty u both are, i still love u la especially naufal.. after everything settle, they went to my house.... coz they will be sleeping at my house due to bibik is terribly sick... and they sleep at 12 at last... no fighting btw them, no quarrelling btw them and last i can do my own things bt too bad at that time bf already asleep... i cant talk to bf juz nw coz when ever i start to use the fhone, they will start fighting.. thanks eh korang... bt lucky bf is so understanding... i love u la bf...

13 April 2008

wake up at 9am due to the 2 boys again... they play soccer inside my house and it is so so noisy... did nothing tdy... juz play around with the 2 boys... follow my mum go market and slp... bt this time my sleep has beeen disturbed my bf... thanks eh bf.... and nw bf is watching his soccer match and me updating my blog... hehe... hey, i gt a piece of gd and bad news... bad news first ok??? someone bday is coming and i have no idea wad to buy la seh... my mind is totally blank rite nw... bt nvm.. i will try my very best ok??? and i will own u a real birthday when everything is settled ok??? my promise to u... and the gd news is, little Q has been discharged... happy giler la kan???? bt he still nt fully recovered yet.. he has been discharged due to his parents who ask for the discharged... bt who cares... get well soon ok???? i guess dats all for nw... so tired and my finger are tired too after all this typing...

some pictures ok???

bibik lia and qhaisan... get well soon bibik lia...

naufal and danish crying???? hahaha...

and lastly pictures of me and bf....

PS: someone bday is coming....

Heartbroken..

2008-04-11T22:52:00.012+08:00

I juz came back from kk hospital... visit little qhaisan.. he juz been warded... it break my heart to see him in dat kind of state... i went there with my bf and sis.. when we arrived.. he dun want any of us except for his dad... and no one can enter that room except for his parents and grand parents... we can only see him from the mirror... kecian dia.. bt before i went to kkh juz nw, i and bf went to T3... it was bf first time bt nt me.. bf always ketinggalan zaman... i bring bf go and eat at popeyes since he never eat there before.. actually it was bf treat bt end up my fren, suhaila treat us since she was the manager at that restaurant... thanks suhaila for the treat... it was supposed to be $14.90 bt end up we need to pay $6.90... cool isnt it??? so bf dis treat tk kira ok???? haha... last bt nt least, i would like to thank bf for visiting little Q juz nw and all the stuff u bought for me and qhaisan juz nw... the chocolates and the toys... i love u from the bottom of my heart and i still miss u even though we have met juz nw and to little Q, get well soon... senyum2 selalu...

i end my post with some pictures ok???

k la, nk tdo.. will be visiting little Q again tmr...

BF and Naufal...

2008-04-10T11:36:00.005+08:00

This post is all about BF and Naufal... when i look at naufal, he reminds me of BF... oh gosh! i miss BF badly... naufal has been coming to my house often... even though if i quarrel or fight with BF, if naufal is at home... dis boy will make my heart soften and will be in gd terms with BF again... i say all this bcoz naufal has the same big eyes as BF, the same curly hair, the smile... oh gosh! i have nt been meeting BF for about a week and yesterday dis little boy keep on smiling at me when i teach him maths revision... oh my! sama seh.... the way BF smile and his smile are the same.. they are exactly the same cuma 1 thing is different that is attitude... this little boy like to shout and scream alot bt nt to BF, bf is a soft hearted person... he never shout at me at once even though im the one at fault... he will say to me nicely instead... isnt dat great... all this while im the one who shout at Him, scold Him and etc... im sorry k BF... who knows, when naufal gets older he will become like BF... entah eh... hard to say seriously... hw can i nt love u la naufal coz u are a clone of BF... Remember k ur promise u make to me yesterday dat is to study hard and get gd result if nt cik ina and abg hailmi will nt buy u any more toys or bring u to cinema again... promise is a promise Ok dear naufal and to BF, cant wait to meet u tmr...

Pictures of BF and Naufal:

Ps: Sama tk dorang dua ni???? Haha...

Get well soon Little Q...

2008-04-09T17:38:00.008+08:00

im so bored so i decided to blog... bf busy working as he's working afternoon shift... call me only to ask for help... damn u bf... hmph... anyway, i wanna post bout this cute little boy.. poor lil qhaisan, he's affected by (HFMD) Hand Food and Mouth Disease. He geddit frm his sista, Diny... it supposed to be dini who get worst nt dis little Q.. damn u dini.. im still hate u btw... get well soon ok little boy and cik ina will bring u to KFC, ur favourite fast food.. i love u ok and i will pray for u from far...

Pictures of little Q is below:

PS: i miss u badly little Q.. get well soon...

herlow...

2008-04-09T00:39:00.000+08:00

Haha... i juz created a blog... i suddenly have the urge to create one... dont ask me why coz i myself nt sure... crazy Me... thanks to my sis, Yani for helping Me with this blog... its 1.30 am and im nt yet asleep still waiting for my mum coz she bought for me food and in a mean time still adjusting on my blogspot... bf already sleeping... maybe he's tired after a long day at work juz nw.. pity him... i craving for alot of food, so bf ape lagi??? jom uh pergi and dun forget u own me a meal... hahaha...

PS: i love u and i miss u badly...